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☠ ☣ Every Hour goes the Tick-Tock of Motors ☣ ☠
☠ ☣ They stare Us down when We met in the Emergency Room ☣ ☠
☠ ☣ And in our Beds, I can hear Breathe with Help from cold Machines ☣ ☠
Ritter sat in there corner of the room, not being able to stand to see nor hear them abuse Seth. Ritter was beat. Not just by his parents but by his former friends and classmates. Just because his was queer. Ritter's town didn't take to kindly to homosexuals. But Ritter didn't care. He slighty enjoyed the pain, which soluted why he had an obsession with hands and feet. He was surrounded by them everyday. He learned to love them and just take in what they had to offer, whether it was pain or comfort. But Ritter had a little sister. About two years younger than him. She was kind, beautiful and full of life. She was like the sun. Bright and warming. When Ritter came home from school all beat up she would ask Ritter why he was so swollen. He would smile and say, "I was just playing with the boys. You know how rough we can get." and she would walk away filled with concern but not question his reply. Until one, Ayame, Ritter's little sister came to his school to surprise him with a walk hone together when she saw the beating. She ran to his aid, screaming and punching aimlessly at the group pounding on her older brother. "So, you're okay with this queer, this sinful monster living under your roof? Are you a homo too?" nodded yes to direct their attetion away from Ritter. But that was a mistake. The group beat her to the ground, damaging her nevrous system in the back of her head. She died in front of Ritter. And he could do nothing.
When the nurse took him and Seth back to their room, they told Ritter to stay with Seth just for safety. Seth took his place on side of the bed while Ritter took the corner farthest away. He sat on the floor, hugging his knees tight to his chest. "It'sh okay." Ritter whispered back with a quiver. He couldn't look at Seth.
☠ ☣ Every Hour...☣ ☠
☠ ☣ On the Hour... ☣ ☠
☠ ☣ They Drew Blood. ☣ ☠
I Don't Need Your Help. Just Give Me A Needle And Some Thread And I Can Fix Myself.~R.i.t.t.e.r.
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 8:55 pm
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Sighing at the stutter she got Jackson cracked the door open, peeking in before walking fully inside and closing the door behind her. Her eye's widened at Seth's face and she made her way over to the bed, brushing the hair out of his face to get a better look "Oh dear, it's really bad this time.."She said quietly, wishing she had brought some ice for the swelling. "You need some ice for this Seth, your seriously swollen.."She muttered and shook her head "How did it go this time? Did you get any farther?"She asked, raising an eyebrow as she let her hand slip from his face and glanced at Ritter "Oh dear.."She knew she shouldn't have let Ritter witness the therapy session, it was more of beating a victim to answers than therapy. She glanced at Seth and then back to Ritter "Do either of you want a hug? It looks like you could both use one..and im feeling generous."She said, holding her arms out with a soft smile, really sometimes all you needed was someone to care, and she wanted to care. These people were who she called family, they had been for 4 years and the news ones would be no different. "Family?" "I believe that's what she's calling them." "You have no family, you know damn well you killed your mother." "Yes and then your father committed suicide not only a few weeks ago." "Not that you shared that with anyone but yourself." "You call them family and yet they don't know what you did to get here, you lied to Seth." "Indeed you did. You told him a completely made up story only with the same diagnosis so he wouldn't ask questions." "You deserve to be here." Jackson could feel the lump in her throat now, that voice. The one she had kept hidden away for so long, for 3 and a half years she had kept that voice pushed away and now it was back. Reminding her of things she didn't speak of, of things she ignored. Telling her she deserved to be here. She needed to go to her room when she could, to cut her out of her mind. Her name was something she tried to forget but she had thought of family, and she was the one who had made this happen. It was Emily's fault.
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 9:00 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 9:11 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 9:18 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 9:25 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 9:29 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 9:49 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 9:50 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 10:01 pm
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Jackson nodded, dropping her arms, so much for her attempt at a friendly hug. "It's better than less or the same."She said, trying to be encouraging. She knew they would get worse for awhile but she had to try and be optimistic. "Stop being so cheery you stupid whore. You know better than to think you can make people happy." She ignored it at her best but she knew Emily was there, and she was out. She chuckled, it sounded a bit fake considering she heard almost all of the voices she had ever heard reminding her of her actions those few years ago in her head "It's not entirely bad but it could still use some ice."She said nodding before looking to Ritter "Your fine, lots of people wouldn't even to try to help. You were very brave Rit."She said, blinking at what he did with Seth's hand, a fetish for hands? How interesting. She slid off the bed, the voices were getting louder and she knew she was imagining the bloody hand prints on the walls. She scratched fiercely at her arms and glanced at Seth, she didn't mind Ritter but she needed to know if the pills would work."Seth, you said were getting new meds today right? Do you know if they work? Please say they do."She said, she was keeping her calm now, when she first came she had been a screaming patient who yelled and shouted often. She had kept her cool after getting to shut out Emily but she was slowly slipping and small pricks of blood started up on her arms as she fidgeted and scratched, ignoring her like of blood at the moment and trying to get the voices to shut up. "Your not getting rid of me this time Jack." "You should listen love, you know how persuasive Emily can be." "Listen to the boy, you can't escape once I have you, and you'll be worse than scarred this time."
══════════════════════════════════ ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖ ✖ And so am I..✖
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 10:12 pm
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