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♥Јɑcκsσи - Ray - City♥ ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ↳Scars are like Tattoo's...Only with better stories. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ 【xxxJacky made her way out of the shower after cleaning herself off well enough, she had needed a good shower, just to relax herself and clean up. She stretched out and ruffled her hair, Emily yelling and screaming at her. She sighed, and picked up the razor, looking at it. She wouldn't break a promise. Placing it on her upper stomach she bit her lip and drew it across, letting the blood flow. She grabbed a towel and placed it on her stomach so it wouldn't spread, sighing shakily. She wouldn't lie, she loved the sharp pain, the sight of the blood, but she had to stop and she knew it. Grabbing her kit she wrapped up the wound and washed her hands, hiding the bloody towel and pulling her hair up in a pony tail. "No more cutting, no more cutting."She repeated it and rubbed at her arms. It didn't solve anything to cut. She sighed to herself and slipped on her shorts and t-shirt, determined not to do anything anymore. She put the razor away and made her way out of the bathroom, seeing Noah inside. "Hey bunny." She smiled and saw him playing with a rabbit. "Is that Ham?"She asked, petting the rabbit softly. She looked up, where had her own rabbit gone? She searched around the room, finding the small bunny snuggled against her bag. "There you are!"She picked it up, letting it snuggle against her.
"I still haven't decided what to name her yet, wanna help me?"She asked, sitting Indian style on the bed. She had noticed that Decker had left, but she figured he was calling someone, and he seemed a little stressed when she had left. She would check on him later, but she didn't want to nag him or anything. ✁⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯
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Posted: Tue Jul 06, 2010 8:33 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 06, 2010 8:50 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 06, 2010 8:55 pm
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♥Јɑcκsσи - Ray - City♥ ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ↳Scars are like Tattoo's...Only with better stories. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ 【xxxSeeing that Noah was on the floor drawing, Jacky leaned forward, so he was drawing Ham? Cute. She listened to his idea for the bunnies name and started laughing "Bacon? That's perfect!"She like his idea even better! Breakfast bunnies? Fantastic. "That's the best idea ever."She smiled and tilted her head to the side. "Something important?"She had no idea what it would be. It could have been anything really. She stood up, petting Bacon softly on the head. "Well, if it's important I guess we should go see right?" She went to mess with the necklace she had on and blinked, she had forgotten it in the bathroom. She grabbed it and slipped it on, smiling, she would always wear it, because Decker gave it to her. As far as she was concerned, it matched everything. She waited for Noah to join her with Ham and headed into the living room, seeing Decker and Krysta talking to each other. She waved at them and sat on the floor, letting Bacon lay in her lap. She had been trying to sleep and she planned on staying still for awhile so she could.
She didn't mind that Krysta was laying in Decker's lap, they were friends, and she would have been doing the same with Seth. She didn't care what Decker did with anyone really, she was lenient and Krysta seemed pretty cool. What was not to like. "So what's up?"She smiled, leaning back and petting Bacon's head softly, looking at Decker "Oh! Noah decided we should name the Bunny Bacon, that way, if her and Ham had kids, we could call it Eggs! Then they'd be the breakfast bunnies!" ✁⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯
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Posted: Tue Jul 06, 2010 9:13 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 06, 2010 9:32 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 07, 2010 12:27 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 07, 2010 12:59 pm
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♥Јɑcκsσи - Ray - City♥ ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ↳Scars are like Tattoo's...Only with better stories. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ 【xxx"Mmhmm, Listen to Bunny, there are thousands of breakfast items! I really want to name one omelet."Jacky smiled and looked around, they could just yell for them "Hey everybody~ Meeting in the living room!"She yelled, feeling in a better mood now for some reason. It might have been the cutting, but she tried to tell herself she was just in a good mood and that it hadn't made a difference. She scratched behind Hams ears and grinned. "I didn't know pickle was a breakfast name... we could use maple too.."She muttered, now she wanted Ham and Bacon to get alone. She set Bacon softly on Noah's stomach and she sniffed at Ham's nose.
"Cute.."She smiled, laying down next to Noah and ruffling his hair, she wasn't to worried about Decker's announcement, how bad could it have been? Well, it could have been bad, really bad, but she was trying to look on the upside of things. "It's not that bad is it?"She asked, looking at Decker from her spot on the floor. She could see the look of worry on his face, and it made her worry very much. What if he left? Or HMI was coming? That they had to go back? She felt herself start to worry and bit her lip, wringing her finger's to keep calm. ✁⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯⋯
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Posted: Wed Jul 07, 2010 2:07 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 07, 2010 2:45 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 07, 2010 7:23 pm
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♥Јɑcκsσи - Ray - City♥ ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ↳Scars are like Tattoo's...Only with better stories. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ 【xxxJacky looked over Decker's face, just taking in what he was saying. She knew he had lied, but seeing Decker look her in the face, she did the same. Until she heard what he was lying about. Her eye's widened, and she looked away, thinking. Her dad and him were close, he had lied about the entire thing with his father? They were close. She ran a hand into her hair, looking down at the floor. This was all a lie? She could feel it, his eye's on her, and she bit her lip, hard. She hated being felt sorry for, and dropped her head to the floor. God dammit, it was all a lie. He was lying, and now he had to leave! She picked herself up off of the floor, starring at the ground. The lump in her throat was huge. He had lied the entire time, that meant she couldn't trust him. She glanced at him, she could see how sorry he was, but it only hurt worse and it made her hold back yelling at him. "I can't believe you lied..this entire time."She shook her head, pulling at her hair. She had to think. "I want to go."She muttered, and looked at Noah "I'll be in the room if you need me, Bunny."
She wasn't happy, in the least, and even the tiniest voices were whispering in her head. She clenched her eye's shut, so many voices giving her a headache. "I want to go, but I want to think."She went to the room, locking herself in the bathroom. "I told ya 'e was no good." "Yes, you should listen to us." "Really, look 'ow well things went the last time you listened." She groaned loudly, grabbing the razor from the container in her pocket and taking a long stroke down her arm. "Shut up, shut up, shut up!!!"She started crying and making multiple marks on her arm, trying to get the voices to stop. She needed to think, she needed silence, she needed to calm down. But she wasn't getting closer to any one of those things.
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Posted: Wed Jul 07, 2010 8:43 pm
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Posted: Wed Jul 07, 2010 9:45 pm
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♥Јɑcκsσи - Ray - City♥ ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ↳Scars are like Tattoo's...Only with better stories. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ 【xxxJacky had just let herself stare at the floor, her arms on her knee's letting blood trickle down where it wanted to. She didn't want to fix it. She just watched the blood travel down her legs and put small pools on the floor. It made her think of a river, and it was something she just expected, the flow that continued. However, she didn't expect anyone to talk to her, so she jumped and let her eye's lazily look at the door. Jake. A small smile spread on her face and she let her head loll back to look at the ceiling. "Yeah...yeah, hold on."She muttered, sniffing and grabbing a towel, wiping herself off but her cuts still bleeding. She felt like a mess, even if she had just gotten out of the shower. She didn't have her kit. She opened the door and saw Jake was sitting against it. "I need to wrap my arms.."She said, wiping her face again she went to her kit and wrapped her arms, sighing. God she wanted to stop, but she just couldn't. "Sorry, about the cut's. I couldn't stop the voices.."She rubbed her neck and put her kit away. She felt so...blank. She just kept crying and bleeding, there was no will in her. She was angry, and sad, but couldn't get herself to emotionally break down and cry or get angry and throw something.
She took a seat next to him and leaned her head on his shoulder. "I don't know what to do.."She whispered, looking at Jake she all of the sudden felt herself break and put her hands in her face, crying harder than before. "Jake, what do I do? How am I supposed to..."She didn't even know what she wanted to say, this had never happened to her before. She was rarely lied to, her parents always told her straight how things were. There was no Santa, or Toothfairy, they didn't even bother with the hoax. Now though, she had fallen in love, and then been lied to. How was she to deal with that?
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