Sweat pouring from my fragile skin.
Tears pouring from my haunted eyes.
Horrific images swirling before my eyes and......memories.
Tainted memories of a love......unlike anything pure.
Hell itself could not claim it.
Only him.

The scars of remorse and regret,stinging fresh.
I cannot let go,pain won't let.
The pain almost delicous coursing through me.
Disgusted at myself.
But laughing sickly at this nightmare I live.

I cannot esape it,but can I try?
I've begged and pleaded for a second chance to live within a dream,a lie.
I am forced to live a terrifying truth.....a fate worse than death.
My tears will drown me in my misery.
I do not struggle.
My blood will run cold and dry.
I do not try to heal.

Instead I let the darkness grab me and peull me every which way.
Taint has claimed me.
He has claimed.
My heart broken yet still inplace.
Not letting me forget my Nightmare