im sorry about them 2.their both in a better place now.i know how it feels though i lost 7 cats in 3 years and i miss them all.it feels bad to lose an animal u love.i cried for 7 hours when i lost my cat Smokey.i lost my dog Smokey to. but i lost my dog before my cat.i have lost 4 dogs,7 cats in 5 years.