
This pack was... strange, though that was a thought that Silent Night would never admit aloud. For the entirety of her life she had been alone, and the thought of losing this fragile feeling of belonging was frightening for the young female. Like the ice underneath her feet as she crossed over a deep stream, she believed it would crack under too much pressure. If she stepped too far out of line, if she didn't please the pack she now belonged to... they would surely cast her out. The winter had been hard for the shewolf, and she did not imagine she'd survive the next one if left to her own devices.
She pulled the forest green scarf tighter around her her neck, wishing it was luxurious enough to bury her face into. Instead it was just a tattered remnant of what it once had been. Silent Night refused to cast it aside, it held too many memories and though they weren't all good they were also... her's.
The Swamplurkers believed her to be blessed by the spirits, not that she agreed but it did afford her some base level of respect. After all, Silent Night could not see these spirits they so fervently believed in. Their belief system was something that she hoped in time she would come to accept as a reality, but right now she saw no evidence. It made her feel like more of an outcast than she already was, but so long as she kept her thoughts to herself and her tongue remained tied Replica would still like her.
She had no idea why she needed so badly to be liked by him, but she couldn't imagine going a day without his favor. After all, he had been the one to draw her away from the lonely life of a solitary wolf. The pack was better, much better.
The ice underneath her suddenly groaned, and she skipped ahead in a quick movement before it cracked and drew her underneath its surface.