Sorry, this is one long rant that I just need to dump out there. Honestly, I think I would enjoy hearing different perspectives on it because I'm pretty sure I thought about each one many times.
I want to leave both the college campuses I'm attending. I never really liked school anyways and never really knew where I wanted to go. Currently, I am finishing up an Associate of Science in Architectural Design and Construction Technology but I just...can't get over the fact that I screwed up?
I failed a few classes and went through the whole Academic Probation after suspension s**t.
Yeah, I should have been graduating by now with a bachelor's but I would only have an AA and an AS. My parents remind me of this a lot and it's frustrating. I really don't feel like I should even be complaining about this at all but it bothers me a lot.
Oh and the reason why I left my "part-time" job is because I never really had time for myself. I would constantly get into arguments with my family, especially my twin sister, and friends about not spending enough time on...everything - homework, family time, hanging out with friends, chores, etc.
Actually, there is a part of me that regrets leaving because I met a lot of people who deserved the job more than I did (that's my POV)...and I enjoyed working with them. BUT I didn't like the work it entailed....sandwich making and the like.
So a year later, I got the balls to leave. It was hard but I worked my magic and convinced my parents that it was necessary to leave. My excuse was that I wanted to build on my architectural portfolio (because I do)...but the hidden motive was that I wanted to start selling jewelry and art with my twin sister....
But of course, my parents - especially my mom - are opposed to it.
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