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I think.... I'm going to kill someone!

Well no, I can't, but if I could....

GRM needs help, even just words of encouragement right now. Ok, where to start.

GTR's cousin is being a douche! They're taking all the shared food that they baught out of the house. I don't get paid for another week and now I have to do as best as I can with what little I have for my kids. Grandma in law is helping but I feel like s**t because I've never been one to ask for someone's help like that and it makes me feel insufficient. I understand that it's a bit beyond my control right now but still, there should have been enough food in the house so that way even if something like that happened it wouldn't effect us.

There's a friend that I have been talking to a lot. By a lot I mean every day and even at night, when he comes home from work, I'll give him a call. He has s**t happening in his life right now that I told him I would be more than happy to help him with. What does this get translated to? GRM IS CHEATINGZ! I've told GTR how much we talk and GTR is fine with that. My problem is that GTR's cousin is taking that and trying to break GTR and I up now by saying s**t. GTR told me that his cousin had better leave town by the end of the month. I hope asshat doesn't leave.

Last night GTR snapped at me on the phone because I wasn't able to get all the paperwork done so it could be faxed off today. I tried to explain to him that I didn't even have the time to sit on my a** yesterday let alone get extra s**t done. Well that just wasn't good enough for him. He the proceeded to tell me I'm being a child by letting everything in life fall to s**t.

There's s**t loads more happening but nothing as hurtful as all this s**t. I just don't even know what to do anymore! What the ******** is the bother in trying to do s**t for other people? Oh ya, GTR's cousin tried wiping his debt to me clear on my computer. I donno.... what the ******** do I do?

They are moving out because GTR's cousin has to be out by the first so that way GTR CAN come home. So come the 1st things will be better.

I understand GTR is stressing over all this crap, but I just wish he could put himself in MY position as well and see that life is hell for me right now and snapping at all this isn't going to help.

I'm just trying to pull the whole "I don't care attitude". It mellows me at least.

THE DRILL THAT WILL PIERCE THROUGH THE HEAVENS!!!

But then I doubt she'll have time to watch that show...

Oh listen to music. Lots of it. biggrin

That I did... but I forgot to mention the super-sized fighting robots that manifest giant near-indestructible drills out of thin air.

I have to say, I totally thought Jaft was joking around when he suggested that!

So this weekend was a bit more than interesting! The friend of mine had come over for the weekend, this friend is also daddy in law's friend and is how I met this guy. This friend, I will call him M, brought the 4th season of Dexter over, so of course we watched it! Well GTR's cousin comes downstairs a few times. The next day he said that we were holding hands. Then a day later he said that the same night we were dry humping. I now have the ability to ******** laugh my a** off at this! GTR's cousin has been spouting so many lies no one is even listening to anything he says.

This weekend was interesting AND fun!

They're going to be gone come the first of February.

That's too bad, I would be more than ok with you coming to kill him!