yuzuki_mai's Poetry

[yuzuki_mai]

If I did anything wrong please tell me I'll try not and bite back. *wink wink*

Well I've been writing for a year and recently (2008 X-mas) I got a book that looks like a dairy. In that book I have one short story and some poems. This one is my favorite or one of my favorites in the "my book."

web of lies
i keep thinking the same thought
Imagining silly wars never fought

Its all because of that one smile
knotting my stomach sending me to denial
I regret ever opening my mouth

Just like a spider's web drama easily gets
all of us clueless insects

I can't keep my mouth shut but I can't say
"I'm becoming a spider longing for prey
sucking blood to bleed on the page
I'm hungrey for attention!

I've come to hate my fadedness
spinning a web over this aybess
Am I misjudeing you again?
I can't decode a mind that bends

Who's the one falling throught?
Who pulls the strings of truth
unanwsered questions caught in the web of lies

Can you see past my eyes?
or is your smile one of you lies?
You too seem to be an insect
have you decoded my mind?

Can you hear me? I'm breaking my web for pride
Can you hear me? hating myself for you
because you keep changing my mind

P.S. Insert_name_here_3 is my second user and posted this in arena I wanted to share it with you guys.  

[yuzuki_mai]

aw I really like people reading my work gives me a feeling of pride. I am sad now crying  

[yuzuki_mai]

bump no more readers no more fans?aw...I'll post something later then...
coming soon:
note to self
colors
rain
I wanna be
girl in the mirror

(I think I'll have fans on the last two.If I have any page visits oh well I'm having fun.)  

[yuzuki_mai]

note to self

I'm writing myself a note
so I'll never forget,what a smile is

I know no one can read my mind
and that's the only answer I find

Everything you taught me
I'll use it so I'll be free

In my note I am more than words
In my note My words change the world

I will change, the way I am seen
If you could read minds,
you would see my smile has a mean.
My note to self, just smile

I'm writing myself a note
so I'll never forget, who I am

What ever you see here
is different in a mirror

my mind is more than mere words
my mind is filled with words of thought

I will change, the meaning of memory.
If you could read minds,
you would see a soul hidden inside of me.
My note to self, just breath.

I'm writing you a note,
so you'll never forget, any moment.

My words are more than lines on papers
my words are my very own savers

I can't change, the way people have felt
No one can read minds
so instead I write it out and the words melt...
My note to you, read me again