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 Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 1:05 pm
These are some of the poems that I have written in time..feel free to comment on them.
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 1:06 pm
USED
YOU TELL ME THAT IM YOUR FRIEND
BUT YOU ONLY TALK TO ME WHEN YOU NEED SOMETHING
NEVER HAVE YOU ASKED HOW I WAS
AT FIRST I DIDN'T MIND
BUT AS TIME ALLOWED ME TO THINK
I FINALLY FIGURED IT OUT
ALL THIS TIME, YOU WERE USING ME
IT WAS TOO LATE WHEN I REALIZED
NOW THAT I KNOW
I START THE OPEN MY EYES MORE
YOU CRIED, I LISTENED
I WAS THERE
I NEEDED SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO MY COMPLAINTS
YOU NEVER CARED
I WAS USED
I GUES YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS KNOWING
THAT I WAS OF NO VALUE TO YOU
I NEVER DID
AND I NEVER WILL BE
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 1:09 pm
choices in life doesn't have to make sense
but there's always a reason behind it
it doesn't dcide on it's own
you make a foolish mistake,
it's your own fault
and you can't blame anyone but yourself
then you sink lower
not knowing what to do
figuring-out how you can't be like you were
being your old self - what ever that is
geting put down cause you won't talk
nothing to make you content
almost giving up completely
when you think again
you'll figure that there might
be a reaon and a way for you
to have stayed this long
just knowing that you won't
ever figure out hurts
then laughing to yourself
just because you don't know
who you are anymore
laughing because you won't ever know
while crying deep inside knowing that
you won't get through the day
without a single thought of despair
that was happening to your life
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 1:11 pm
Some live
Some don't
No matter what the reason
Others still lose
Nothing can stop the dying
Only to postpone it
No one see the light
No one believes in the life after
just seeing the darkness in their eyes
Makes them undetermined
And start plotting ways to die
Stabbing themselves
Bleeding to death
Nothing can stop them now
But themselves
No one can help unless they say
Say that they are ready
Ready to change their mindset
Determined to change their way of living
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2005 7:45 pm
Here I lay
Trying to figure-out how to have my say
Here I write
Not knowing what
Here I stare
Thinking of ways to cause pain
Here I laugh
Not knowing why
Here I live
Not knowing how
Here I cry-out
Not knowing what for
Here I search
For the meaning of my life
Here I suffer
Still not mending
Here I stop feeling
And here I am, numb
Here I die
Waiting for that day
The day that I would be finally free
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Posted: Fri Dec 23, 2005 10:39 pm
i love it... but i wish there was a more of a rhyming scheme to it but its still pretty good wiht out it
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2005 3:40 am
I don't like the rhyming shymes...and I'm not good with it anyways... sweatdrop but thanks alot for dropping by and telling me what you thought
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Posted: Sun Jan 15, 2006 11:23 pm
A path dividing into two
One was of loneliness
While hte other was destruction
Each has it's faults, not really much difference
Both were ways to lose one's self
While insanity is taking place inside
Uncertainty, darkering the thoughts
Clouding yourself with pain
In both instances you have no voice
Nobody hearing your plea for help
Kept hidden in a dark alley
That the worse i yet to come
Keeping thoughts, so no one would know
Even if that the only thing you ever want, help
Those paths turned out to end at the same place, Death
The place where everything will be alright
No worries, no tears and no pain
Where you can roam free of everything
Losing your thoughts completely, not hurting
A place finally that you can be yourself
Out of the eyes of criticizm and worries
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Posted: Sun Jan 15, 2006 11:24 pm
Everyday is a new day
Yet there's alwyas something that stays the same
The smae life, the same person, the same problems
When the least of your problems is what happend yesterday
The times you wanted to think you started anew
But only to continue the footsteps you started
And grasp the life you once knew and had
Then to understand that it can't be undone
To be let down on the times you least expect it
Reaching for a goal that's out of reach
Only to fail what you wanted to avail
Stubling when you were near the end
And to hurt yourself on the journey
To would your pride and honor
But still, no on understand
You then give- up on everything, even life itself
All you see is darkness while blinding yourself in pain
Then the world still go on without you
Not caring wether your going to be ok
And then another day begins
the same like any other
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Posted: Fri Feb 03, 2006 7:23 am
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Posted: Mon Feb 27, 2006 7:43 pm
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Posted: Thu Apr 13, 2006 12:26 am
WHY
Life seems to be perfect, why am I not happy?
My family is complete, why am I not contented?
My mind is till intact, why can't I think?
School is not a chore, why don't I have a life?
Why can't I understand life when I tried to find it's meaning yet and yet again?
Why am I lost when I know this place like the back of my hand?
Why do I keep on asking when there will never be an answer?
Why do I have to be so uncertain about the reason of me exsistance?
Why do I push myself away when I get close to someone?
Why can't life just be plain so I can understand it?
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Posted: Thu Apr 13, 2006 12:27 am
I like you for reasons that no one else can see
I keep to myself these thoughts for unknown reasons
You on the other hand like someone else
I can't help but wonder what you see in her
I try to be better so you'd really see me as a person
And not as something that you can ditch if desired
I don't like to be an object of passion
All I want is to be loved for all that I am
For all that I can be and for the person that I will be
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 12:33 pm
nice job keep writing...ill be here reading...and writing too
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2006 9:54 am
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