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"To believe in hopes and dreams long past, with fire and loneliness to forever last, life is just one sad song...

-sigh- yes.

At 11:11 pm too. =(
crying

Her name was Jinx.

I buried her earlier, along with my sister's fish (she found it floating this morning).

I didn't cry, because I had to comfort my little brother who burst into tears when she died... (I was holding her while she gasped for breath, and then she stopped moving, went limp, and blood came out of the edges of her mouth (a few minutes after she died)

You know how you either take someone/thing dying 1 of 2 ways?
Shock/Denial or with Emotions?

I usually go into shock, and my bro always bursts into tears..

Oddly enough he wasn't out of it enough to not help me put her into a bodybag
(an old, ripped sock from my drawer..), because I asked him to hold it open while I put her in..

((she was a BIG hamster... well, she was actually pretty small, but she got sososo fat because she was so old and it was hard for her to move, so I put her water and food next to her and let her live like that for her last month or 2... I could tell she wouldn't live much longer...))
... I had to hold her with TWO HANDS and it's impossible to put her into a bodybag if you have both your hands occupied...

Thats not all that went wrong this week..

I am sick,

I missed v-day because of that,

and my friend hasn't been talking to me much recently.

Oh, and I almost forgot. My pencil sharpener
(the best one EVER because it sharpened soo smoothly)
Got jammed.
And my dad tried to fix it.
And on his final attempt to fix it,
it EXPLODED INTO A BLUE SUPERNOVA,
freaked me out, set a :: small :: fire on my rug,
((now my room smells like burnt plastic, crying ))

-sighs- it's been a bad week for me...

anyone wanna talk to me?

And I have AIM, a Yahoo, a Google Talk, and an MSN.
Because my friends prettymuch all use different things. rolleyes

First I made an aim, my friend only had a yahoo, I made one. My other friend had an MSN. So I made one. And I already had the Google Talk because it comes with one when you make an e-mail on g-mail. Omg rhyme xDD

...going forever, then going and gone. Love is just a waste, pointless as it seems. For there is nobody in the entire world who would stay and live on dreams."

when my kitty died, I cried whenever no one was looking.

MY DOG ATE MY BIRD

I'm so sorry. I remember when my last hamster died. It was hard because I was really close to him, more than my other one. He always got out of his cage(he was an escape artist, no matter what I did, he found a way out) And he fell off my balcony thing in the entry hall. But he was amazingly tough and it didn't kill him, just paralyzed his back legs. So on doctors orders, I massaged his back legs every day. Thats how devoted I was to him. And he got to the point to where he could pretty much walk on them again. It was amazing. I can't remember why, but for some reason we took him back in to the vets.(It was a few years ago) And the doctor PUT HIM TO SLEEP. Without even asking!!! That can't even be legal! And even worse, he wouldn't tell ME that he put him to sleep, he asked(on the phone) to speak to my parents. I was so upset. I cried a lot.

awwww im sosorry my guinea pig peewee herman died not to long ago as well. WHY???!

I remember how my pet rabbit died when I was a kid... I cried for days, and the worst was when my mom lied and said it ran away & ended up finding it in the trash can.

I'm sorry, i'm sure you loved her! crying hug!!!

Aww.. My condolences for your hamster! I was so afraid.. My hamster was really sick this morning. Gladly for me she's doing a bit better now.