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Posted: Fri Oct 31, 2014 9:12 pm
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http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/life-issues/i-told-her-update/t.94584237_76/
If anyone wants more details of what happened. This is the link to my mule.
He wasn't my boyfriend as I said so in the posts, he was actually my fwb of over 3 years. He's been sleeping with me while in a relationship with this other girl. I found out. I told her everything and i'm sorry I didn't know. She confronted him, I couldn't cause I got stuck in traffic.
I have to ask, why, why do people do this to the ones they care about?
I'm so hurt, betrayed, and angry. This was never an agreement to sleep with a taken guy. I really don't know why I posted this...perhaps that I wanted some reassurance that I will be okay. It has been a very, very long time since I've been in a relationship or been involved with a guy like this. I'm very inexperiences with guys.
I want to know if anyone can understand or see why he did what he did? I feel like I was never good enough. I was just some piece of hole for his meat to stick in. I sent him a text because I just had to tell him how I felt. I didn't get the chance to confront so I sent that text. I want nothing to do with him. I'm asking to how I can move on with this?
I see a pattern of guys treating me like crap. I feel like I'm the problem here somehow? I try to get to know them first before anything happens. However, 6 months to later, I end up either: used, abused, etc.
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Posted: Mon Dec 01, 2014 3:46 pm
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