Spiritual Chaos {Open and accepting!!!}

[Bamahut]

Kai shook his head as he kept himself from falling and felt so much pain, it was almost unbearable. "N-never..." He told her as he heard the faint laughter again and closed his eyes. After a little while, the pain suddenly stopped and he collapsed to the ground, gasping for breath as he seemed alright.  

[Matt Lutz]

He nods down at her and goes for a few of the damaged branches, taking them off and then coming down with them, plucking the leaves off once he is on the ground again. He takes the bag and puts them all throughout it, scattering them in with the apples. He then hands her the bag with his journal and things in it. "Put your stuff in here, I'll carry this and the supplies."  

[Tatsuya the Fox]

She smiles softly at him, sighing softly as she shuts her eyes. She feels nature better that way and she could feel the life of the apples, they would stay fresh for them. She opens her eyes though when he hands her the bag. "Alright, though I can carry something at least," she states softly, grabbing the picture of her family, the family crest, a few other items. She then looks to him, waiting to see if he would take the bag back from her.  

[Matt Lutz]

"If you wanna carry it then feel free, I'm not stopping you." He grins. "Besides, with your stuff in their as well we should be more careful. My stuff doesn't break easy, so I don't worry about it too much, but some of your things do so you hold onto it." He smiles and looks around, then back at her. "So, shall we get going?"  

[x-Shining Aegyo]

I'm dead...

Carter knelt down next to him. 'Then what could have caused it? That kind of confuses me...' She told him trying to figure this out. Carter liked cases like this but it was too hard. 'Ugh I never encountered anything like this!' She yelled in her head. 'Well do you have any theories?' She asked him  

[Tatsuya the Fox]

She smiles brightly as she is given the task of holding onto their important belongings. She nods softly, delicately putting it on her back like always, treating everything with care even if his things didn't break easily. "I'll take good care of it Fang," she states with a bright smile, watching as he looks around. "Yes, let's go Fang," she states, walking forward as she corrected her coarse for the city up ahead, not that it was visible yet.  

[Bamahut]

Kai couldn't move as he shook his head. "None...this is a first..." He told her as he barely twitched his fingers. He needed to move out of the way, but he knew he couldn't. I can't move...I feel so drained... He thought to himself as he heard the laughter in his head fade away and could tell something was different.  

[Matt Lutz]

Fang looks her over and smiles, glad to have met her and chosen to stick with her for all the time they had been together. He was still getting used to her being a shape shifter, it always making him curious as to what she truly looked like. "Hey Lulu, what were you thinking about earlier, I saw that look on your face, sorry if I'm a bit too curious..."  

[Tatsuya the Fox]

She had been a little zoned out, listening to the wildlife surrounding them and the breeze, everything really. She blinks back into the speaking world when she is addressed. She listens to the question with interest, blushing gently. She wasn't ashamed of her facination with nature, most shapeshifters are close to nature, but zoning out about it or trying to explain it to someone who didn't feel the life force was hard. "Its alright Fang....I was listening to nature and wildlife," she states softly. "It is an amazing feeling, being able to connect with everything around you except that which is not living. Even then, wildlife and nature have a way of feeling even the nonliving," she whispers softly, taking in the scents into her acute nose.  

[Matt Lutz]

"I can understand that, its like how I feel when I get into deep meditation. Everything seems to slow, you can feel the world around you more than ever, the sounds come at you louder, if you listen closely you can hear the whole world breathe as one..." He smiles. "Besides, I connect to nature when you aren't looking." He chuckles and puts his fingers to his lips, pursing and whistling, it being sharp and piercing. He smiles and hears a screech above, looking up at the falcon circling over head. "Where do you think all that extra meat goes, and how do you think I got so good at hunting?" He smiles and whistles again and watches as it sores down, he extending his hand and letting the falcon land on his arm. "I saved her mother when I was younger, in return later I was allowed to take one of her eggs for my own, I didn't name her, it doesn't feel right to do so." He smiles and pulls some meat out of his pocket, extending it to her and watching her eat it. She was a beautiful Peregrine Falcon, looking to be about 5 years old. "She usually follows us, catching up at night and hunting with me once I know your safe, I also got a dog, he usually is around, but since we are getting close to town he'll stay his distance. How he finds us I don't know, but he does."  

[Tatsuya the Fox]

She smiles brightly when he accurately describes the feeling she gets when she becomes one with nature. It was amazing, to be one with life. When he whistled, she flinched and covered her ears, the high-pitch whistle being a little much for her sensitive ears. She smiles at the graceful bird, instantly memorizing every detail of the dignified bird. When he mentioned the dog, she chuckles softly. "He finds from your scent silly, either that or mine. I have a hard time changing scents so it tends to be the same and distinct from other scents," she states with a small smile.  

[Matt Lutz]

"True, but he always seems to be on my trail, either way, he finds us, and he enjoys it." He smiles and whistles softly and nods, watching as the Falcon tilts its head then opens its wings, flying up into the air again. "I was wondering, have I ever seen what you truly look like, without all the shape shifting added on?"  

[Tatsuya the Fox]

She nods, watching as the falcon takes off, causing her to smile. Even when she took the shape of falcons, she felt she could never properly copy their grace and power. When asked if he had ever seen her true form, she nods. "Of course you have. I am usually in my true form," she states, her hair lengthening and turning a midnight blue with a slight shading of purple. Then, her eyes go from the forest green that she had given them before to being their midnight blue color. "See."  

[Matt Lutz]

"I figured but since I never thought to ask before I thought I'd check, you should probably switch back, it will be coming into view soon." He smiles, noting how she looked. He smiles and reaches into his pouch, pulling out a small flute, keeping it in his hand. He puts the mouth piece to his lips and starts playing a tune on it, liking the sound it made.  

[Tatsuya the Fox]

She nods gently, her hair once again shortening to about shoulder length, turning a gentle brown like a piece of weathered wood. Her eyes once again turns a forest green, her body forming a more unnoticeable form, a girl that would blend into the crowd. Sure, she could make herself a male but the physicallity felt wrong no matter how hard she tried to not think about it. She looks up, seeing the man-made structures before her and Fang and frowns. She always felt wrong when going into a city, but she could deal. She grabs Fang's hand, squeezing nervously. "I be the little sister again?" she whispers, knowing people were near-by.