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dewshine_angel Vice Captain
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 Posted: Tue Jun 17, 2008 9:02 pm
lilchibiusa One time when I was at a water park, I had a girl come up to me and exclaim, "Finally! Someone who is paler than I am!" My response... sweatdrop I am pretty sure that most of my ancestory is from northern Europe and Great Britain. It is always interesting buying make-up. (I have to wear it to work, so it becomes a necessary evil.) Sorry that I haven't been on much. I have been kind of depressed for some in explicable reason, but I haven't found pleasure in things that I normally love... like Gaia and computers in general... sweatdrop But I will try not to turn into a recluse. 3nodding Oh you better not become a recluse on us Chibi! It wouldn't be the same without our cap-i-tan of mischief!
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Posted: Tue Jun 17, 2008 9:08 pm
dewshine_angel lilchibiusa One time when I was at a water park, I had a girl come up to me and exclaim, "Finally! Someone who is paler than I am!" My response... sweatdrop I am pretty sure that most of my ancestory is from northern Europe and Great Britain. It is always interesting buying make-up. (I have to wear it to work, so it becomes a necessary evil.) Sorry that I haven't been on much. I have been kind of depressed for some in explicable reason, but I haven't found pleasure in things that I normally love... like Gaia and computers in general... sweatdrop But I will try not to turn into a recluse. 3nodding Oh you better not become a recluse on us Chibi! It wouldn't be the same without our cap-i-tan of mischief! Cap-i-tan of mischief? It has a nice ring to it. blaugh It's weird. I just can't get motivated to do ANYTHING. sweatdrop I am seeing a therapist and I think that I am going to start taking my Zoloft again. I also have trouble with anxiety and panic attacks. I usually just like to hide how I feel most of the time. However, after starting something, I usually feel a bit better. It is just the starting part that is hard. I can't believe that I am a psychology minor who is really messed up in the head. I wonder if people with psychological abnormalities are more likely to be drawn to the study of psychology. confused
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dewshine_angel Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jun 17, 2008 9:14 pm
lilchibiusa dewshine_angel lilchibiusa One time when I was at a water park, I had a girl come up to me and exclaim, "Finally! Someone who is paler than I am!" My response... sweatdrop I am pretty sure that most of my ancestory is from northern Europe and Great Britain. It is always interesting buying make-up. (I have to wear it to work, so it becomes a necessary evil.) Sorry that I haven't been on much. I have been kind of depressed for some in explicable reason, but I haven't found pleasure in things that I normally love... like Gaia and computers in general... sweatdrop But I will try not to turn into a recluse. 3nodding Oh you better not become a recluse on us Chibi! It wouldn't be the same without our cap-i-tan of mischief! Cap-i-tan of mischief? It has a nice ring to it. blaugh It's weird. I just can't get motivated to do ANYTHING. sweatdrop I am seeing a therapist and I think that I am going to start taking my Zoloft again. I also have trouble with anxiety and panic attacks. I usually just like to hide how I feel most of the time. However, after starting something, I usually feel a bit better. It is just the starting part that is hard. I can't believe that I am a psychology minor who is really messed up in the head. I wonder if people with psychological abnormalities are more likely to be drawn to the study of psychology. confused Funny you should mention that... heh... from experience, yes they are more prone to be drawn to psychological study. Interesting trivial fact huh?
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Posted: Tue Jun 17, 2008 9:29 pm
dewshine_angel lilchibiusa dewshine_angel lilchibiusa One time when I was at a water park, I had a girl come up to me and exclaim, "Finally! Someone who is paler than I am!" My response... sweatdrop I am pretty sure that most of my ancestory is from northern Europe and Great Britain. It is always interesting buying make-up. (I have to wear it to work, so it becomes a necessary evil.) Sorry that I haven't been on much. I have been kind of depressed for some in explicable reason, but I haven't found pleasure in things that I normally love... like Gaia and computers in general... sweatdrop But I will try not to turn into a recluse. 3nodding Oh you better not become a recluse on us Chibi! It wouldn't be the same without our cap-i-tan of mischief! Cap-i-tan of mischief? It has a nice ring to it. blaugh It's weird. I just can't get motivated to do ANYTHING. sweatdrop I am seeing a therapist and I think that I am going to start taking my Zoloft again. I also have trouble with anxiety and panic attacks. I usually just like to hide how I feel most of the time. However, after starting something, I usually feel a bit better. It is just the starting part that is hard. I can't believe that I am a psychology minor who is really messed up in the head. I wonder if people with psychological abnormalities are more likely to be drawn to the study of psychology. confused Funny you should mention that... heh... from experience, yes they are more prone to be drawn to psychological study. Interesting trivial fact huh? It makes perfect sense though. People who don't understand themselves want to study in hopes of understanding themselves. People who are content don't feel the need to have themselves examined.
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dewshine_angel Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jun 17, 2008 9:48 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2008 6:17 pm
I can't wait for the water event. Maybe I am wishing for a place to go swimming that doesn't involve fish... confused
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2008 9:41 pm
lilchibiusa I can't wait for the water event. Maybe I am wishing for a place to go swimming that doesn't involve fish... confused Water event? Oh, you mean like the water balloon event last summer? I remember that. I hopped into an Ouran-themed thread and roleplayed Haruhi in a hang-out thread. Teehee. xD
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Posted: Wed Jun 18, 2008 10:53 pm
That is why I pulled out my water gear. blaugh If you think about it, this guild originally began in the water event almost a year ago. We will be celebrating our guild birthday soon! heart
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Posted: Thu Jun 19, 2008 1:31 am
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Posted: Thu Jun 19, 2008 11:27 am
@chibi: Ah, right! I didn't remember that. I didn't join when the guild started. XDD
@Ethereal: What's wrong? D:
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Posted: Thu Jun 19, 2008 3:07 pm
Do you have a headache? sad
Something great happened to me to day. Two hot European guys about my age showed up at my house selling educational stuff! xd Talk about eye candy! whee I am pretty sure that one of them was looking at me and smiling. whee I should have given them my number! It's decided. I'm moving to Europe! xd
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Posted: Thu Jun 19, 2008 3:09 pm
Lol yeah. Somewhat of a headache XD
I'm fine now :]
Drawing today! Woot :]
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Posted: Fri Jun 20, 2008 1:19 pm
I great news! My fingerprints finally cleared! xd That means that I can do my student teaching and hopefully graduate on time! I plan to graduate in December. That means that I also get to live on campus for one more semester! xd I miss my college so much. I am in tears right now thinking about it. They say that your college years are the best ones of your life, and though I have only lived 22 years, I wholeheartedly agree. heart
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Posted: Fri Jun 20, 2008 5:33 pm
College annoys me :]
Then again, school in itself annoys me XD
So although they say college years are the best in one's life, I would have to disagree ;P'
The only best years in one's life are the years when one is stable and free from commitments [by commitments I mean business matters and whatnot... not relationships -- if a relationship feels like a commitment/burden... then that is no relationship; relationships feel normal/natural... not awful].
Besides... most of the time, the reason why people say college is so great is because it's the time when most of them become drunk dumb____s since they feel as though it's the only time they can let loose and whatnot without care for responsibility before entering the workforce.
;P I'm in college to get my degree and information that I paid for, not stupidity and irresponsibility. Although I despise fraternities and sororities... they at least serve the purpose of keeping all the idiots in one location away from me.
8D Of course, those are just my opinions ;P'
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Posted: Fri Jun 20, 2008 8:50 pm
For me, college is something different. Of course I am studying and being on the Dean's List time after time, but I am not a partier. You see, I never really had many friends until I got to college. I had some acquaintances who were nice to me and one real friend in high school. It was so new to me. For some odd reason, my very presence is offensive to most people. When I got to college, I met some people who actually thought that I was cool and worth being friends with. I was so thankful and happy. Sometimes when I am with my friends, I am just overcome by the fact that I have friends. It brings tears to my eyes. For me, college is paradise. I actually feel like I am worth something. Of course, it wasn't that way so much last year due to a bunch of junk concerning the education department and my quest to graduate. xp
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