If I find myself alone
Does that make me nothing?
Maybe I'm just prone
To this feeling of not belonging.
Every night when I rest my head
Tears slowly come down my cheek
Maybe they were words that were said
Maybe just something I'm trying to seek
I'll never know fully why
Maybe I'll grow out of it
Maybe I won't stop and cry
While things just can't seem to fit.
Smile they insisted
Perhaps I could try once more
But on this face; it's not fitted
It simply makes my heart go sore.
You used to make me able to smile
But now all I feel is empty
Trying to bring myself up this pile
But this baggage is just too heavy
I'm no longer able to hold
Your burdens and mine are too much
I'm going to stand and be bold
And I'm not going to use you as a crutch
No longer will I stand to be abused
I'm tired of you thinking I'm your toy
No longer going to be used
You need to grow up from being a boy
Become a man
Then maybe if we give it time
Then you learn to be a gentleman
And maybe once again able to call you mine
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