• you feel it
    its inside you
    the want
    to cause pain

    you feel
    as if you've just let go
    but no one
    will call you sane

    you feel this nothingness
    grow inside of you
    this mind numbing joy
    pulse through your viens

    it looks so beautiful
    you want it
    a silver water
    so heavy and enjoyable

    your mind no longer feels pain