• And the phone rings.

    i can hear all the yelling now in my head.

    its so hard to get out of bed.

    i wanted that to be the longest walk in the hallway.

    i cant sleep.

    because of you.

    i cant sleep.

    because of my mistakes.

    i wish i didnt think of not calling you today.

    when i answer the phone all i can think of to say to you is i love you.

    when i wait for an answer.

    there is a man on the other side.

    he tells me you died earlier that night.

    i drop the phone to the floor.

    i grab my coat and head to the door.

    i stand in the rain.

    i see your grave and i ask for that call.

    that one call i missed.

    that kiss .

    just one more.