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The words around us are unspoken,
The dust settles and thou heart is broken,
My eyes still gleam in the moonlight,
Just as those blood red tears streak down your face!
Keep your words that are unspoken,
Keep my heart that is now broken,
Keep those blood red tears that stain my eyes!
Though I must ask one thing from you,
Right before you leave the room and close the door behind you slowly,
Did you really love me once before?
Do you even know me now!
Do you believe me when I say I love you?
Do you always doubt what happens in life?
Do you think I won’t come through for you?
The rain is still falling from the skies,
Falling down upon you, like those blood red tears that stain our eyes!
The rain is coming harder still,
Like all of the angels in heaven are crying,
Can you hear those mortal souls weep?
Can you hear their tears of pain and sadness?
Can you feel all of our dreams and hopes all crushed?
Now you see us all crushed and alone what do you really think of us?
What do you really know about me?
What do you really know about yourself?
You say pain is all that clouds your world,
Well guess what pain clouds my world too!
You of all people should know by now,
That all of your pain is also mine!
That all that all of my pain is also yours!
If you’re too blind to see me clearly then let me wipe the blood red tears from upon your eyes.
Let me help you from this misery,
Let me help you from this fate!
Let us help each other through this world of pain and darkness,
Let us help each other through life and death.
Help me not be sad anymore,
Help me take this pain away.
For you know I will always love you truly,
And I know you would be mine forever.
So for one last test of mine before I walk the lane of sadness and despair,
Before I go off to rot and die,
I ask you do you love me?
And if you do please marry me!
Because once you walk through that door of pain and sadness,
I will forever be no more.
I will not be the man you left,
But only the monster you have created!
Nothing will ever be safe again now that the Dark Angel has been unleashed!
As I watched you leave the room in pain and sadness before you,
Those cursed blood red tears streaking down your face!
Now those same poor tears streak down my face, and leave puddles upon the floor beside me.
But what you really didn’t know,
Was that there was a gun upon the floor beside me,
Sparkling in the light of the pale full moon!
And with it I must do the only thing that is left to end my pain and suffering!
I take that gun from upon the floor,
I take it wet and gleaming with the blood red tears from my eyes,
The red liquid dripping from its muzzle,
I take it into my hands and put it between my lips,
Letting the sweet bitter taste of blood flow through me,
Like your sweet lips upon my own!
I pull the trigger slowly still as I watched the door, from which you left,
I watch it hoping you will come and stop me, that you will take away my pain and hurt!
Until I finally just give up,
For I know there’s no point in trying.
I let the pain and sadness flow through me,
And I let the darkness overtake me!
The pain has now gone from my body,
And with the pain so goes my kind hearted soul!
No one shall ever remember my true face of kindness,
No one shall ever know my true name!
For the Dark Angel now controls my body,
As he brings chaos and destruction raining down!
I was all that was left to stop him,
And you were the only one that could stop me,
From Deaths Mighty arms that now take hold of me!
Now I let you weep in pain and sadness,
As your torment becomes too much!
I let everyone care for their self’s as death grabs a hold of the world!
I now lye back peacefully and think,
“Why did it have to be…..Me?”
- by Alucard the dark one |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 05/18/2011 |
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- Title: Blood Red Tears
- Artist: Alucard the dark one
- Description: I wrote this for my best friend after he killed himself over the loss of his girlfriend that he had completely and utterly fell in love with. I read this at his funeral two days ago....help me remember him and say goodbye one final time, R.I.P Jeff.
- Date: 05/18/2011
- Tags: blood tears death
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Comments (7 Comments)
- Alucard the dark one - 07/10/2011
- thank you all for your wonderful comments.
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- FoundInSong - 07/04/2011
- wow. that's an incredibly powerful poem. and i am sorry for your loss.
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- MadHatter230 - 06/26/2011
- im sorry for your loss, I truely am. I rate this 5/5
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- Artyom -Metro 2033- - 06/16/2011
- wow this was good as i am a war person death don't effect me but this made me get effected by the death of him i am sorry for your loss you are a good poet to be able to make this out of something so dark but make it so nice is good
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- Alucard Daemon - 06/16/2011
- Very nice, I have felt that way before, but I didnt kill myself, obviously, I am, however, that Dark Angel you were speaking of in that poem. When my first gf and I broke up, my heart felt like it literally shattered, Now, I've become mentally insane.
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- Princess Kuchiki - 06/16/2011
- I'm sorry for your loss but I really liked how you described everything.
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- SarahChill - 06/16/2011
- it's beautiful...
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