• Yearning For The World Of Dreams To Become A Reality
    By: KunaiYouki/Solaria-Nejiko-chan

    So lost in this endless cycle of life,
    One day seamlessly blending
    Into the next
    The dreams,
    So surreal, and yet at the same time
    So real,
    Make it seem as if I’m living two different lives
    Waking up in the morning feels like a haze,
    like the waking itself is a dream
    And I wake up many times in my dreams,
    Never really knowing which is the real one,
    Until I get to the plainest one,
    The one I wish was not the one that was real.
    But I want more mysticality,
    The things that I yearn for
    The wings on my back, stretching out into the night
    A part of me that feels so free,
    And light
    And yet at the same time I can feel its mass,
    Feel it’s weight upon my back,
    The softness of the feathers,
    The stretching sinews, and the connecting muscles
    Jutting out from my shoulder blades
    A part of me,
    And yet a completely different entity in and of itself
    The controlling of the elements,
    Air comes to mind
    With the power and tranquility
    That come along with it
    Oh~
    How I wish it were different
    From this normal, everyday,
    Dismal, reality…
    But I know now that it shall never be
    With the different realities
    Spinning around inside my head,
    Like a carousel gone out of control,
    I know that I’m doomed to suffer,
    To be the captured audience of my own mind
    That wants to escape and share its
    Musings with everyone,
    But has no mouth to speak for itself
    The inner turmoil,
    Utter heart-wrenching,
    gut-churning truth gets plopped down in the middle of my daydreams,
    That the things I wish were, will never come true.