• This isn't even about me.
    there's always a string attached
    I want to kiss her when ever I see her
    She loves me but wants someone else
    She can't promise me
    It's not about me
    she's not mine
    My best friend is a different story
    No one makes her feel special
    Even when she makes me
    Not even wanting to try
    I'm just not enough
    I don't even know
    Does she comprehend the emotions I feel
    even when she doesn't
    I'm not sure I care
    I can wait or choose to let my guard down
    Would this make sense even if it wasn't a heart
    I don't matter here
    It makes me who I am
    I've been defined by the idea of others
    So many problems on both sides of a tragedy
    Maybe I should just trust her
    Maybe I wouldn't lose if life wants it to be
    It's not about me
    And now I'm not sure I even have a choice
    If they both say no