• Him!!!!! He left me and my mother before I was born. Why did he leave was there something wrong with us. Was he scared? I don't know. Brown hair and tall is what people say. I look just like him is what others say. But I would not know never met him before. Half brothers and sisters that I don't know. Do they feel the way I do. Does he feel the pain I feel. If I am the only one who feels this way it is not far. It is ripping my heart appart. It is killing me piece by piece. Slowly slicing away at the young girl who thought she was ok in life. Untell she found out about the one thing she did not have. A dad, a father, someone that would take care of her and be there when she fell and when she cried.
    I meet him once know and my mom got mad at me. I went behind her back to get to where I wanted to be. He still does not talk to me though. He still stays away from me. I wish he knew he is killing me. Stabbing me in the heart. I am disappering and blowing away with the wind. All my life feels over. I cry every day and night because I know my fight is over.