• As I lay there I think of what could have been and why it came to this. Why all those tears had to be shed why all the lives wasted. I think of what is on the path ahead of me waiting for me to walk further down. Was it death or life? Was this truly the end? Would this breath be the last? Would my world fade away? It didn't matter, I couldn't stop it. A single tear slid down my cheek. I can't be afraid I told myself. Death is quick, easy. Life is very very hard. I'm not afraid. My world started to flash. I tried to keep my eyes open but it wasn't enough. My eye closed, my heart beat slower. And my whole world when black. As I slipped away I thought how easy this was and how much easier it would have been if he were here. If he wasn't gone too.