• every minuete ill want you
    every second ill be there for you
    with a cup of love and a knife
    splashed with emptiness
    i lay here
    with tears in my eyes and
    a newly washed heart
    im ready to begin this new
    journey throughout
    the underbellies of hell
    that is now called love
    love really is hell
    but her love is bliss
    unlike yours
    but this newly found emotion
    of happiness wont last
    soon she'll be gone
    and you'll be here
    finally...
    but why will i wait?
    what have i become?
    why am i doing this?
    no more hate?
    no more pain?
    no more me?
    wrong
    i have only just begun
    this torment of self mutilation
    and pain and art
    i welcome you into my world
    but only for a souless purpose
    i ask for you not to follow me
    only to take you rules
    by the short hairs and condemn them
    like the world has condemned me and you
    i may be free from you
    i may be hers
    but im still here
    question everything you belive in
    there all lies
    im not finished yet
    i have only just begun