• I am too big a coward
    To step off the ledge
    The ledge of comfort
    The ledge of relaxation

    I always lie to myself
    About my grades
    About my life
    About my relationships

    All until now it has worked
    I have believed the lies
    I had accepted my cowardice

    All this was a part
    Of regular
    Everday life
    It went past like forgotten memories

    I ignored the sense of hopelessness
    The feeling of my life being
    Just a screen
    For a lightshow

    I always lie to myslef
    About my financial records
    About my health
    About how things are bad

    I am too big a coward
    To step off the ledge
    The ledge of regularity
    The ledge of redundancy
    The ledge of this concrete building