• I was born into a world
    full of disaster and hate
    I saw it all through child's eye's
    it seemed I may have known nothing about it
    but my blank stare and curious thoughts
    pulled me into it

    My happiness has come from such a scary place
    I'm considered a freak
    not normal in human's eyes
    my thoughts are distressing and horrifying
    causing my body to ache
    but I hide all the pain …

    I've grown to know the people around me
    but still trapped like a prisoner
    waiting to be let out
    I seem to look and act like I'm a free body
    when I'm not

    My life is delicate but strong
    like a ballet dancer moving along with the song
    my heart is scared but true
    it is the glimmering water around me

    My emotions play me like a violin
    or even like a puppet
    I have strings coming from my skin
    pulling each nerve in my body
    my twitching in agony
    never felt so bad
    I don't know how to control myself
    I can't help but be played along
    I can hide my feelings …
    but not all the time.