• Have you ever been home alone?
    The lights all off, your fears full grown?
    I feel this way all the time.
    Is your mind blown?
    Mine’s riddled with insecurity,
    Life’s the water, I’m the impurity
    I’m lonely and sick, there’s no cure for me
    I look at you, and see such a happy life
    I catch your gaze, and you see nothing but strife.
    I find a solution, I reach for the knife
    But my hands instead find a bottle of pills
    I love the feeling, the pain that it kills
    Suffering fades away, along with my mind
    The bottle soon runs out, relief I can no longer find
    My white friend is gone, but, new friends, I’ve found
    Tiny little bugs, crawling all around.
    I loved them for a while, but they would not leave
    I scratched and clawed, but failed to achieve.
    Under my skin? Maybe they were.
    So I ripped some off, that would help, for sure.
    A danger to myself, is what the doctors told me.
    So they gave me new drugs, said these would control me.
    I lost my white friend, and gained a white coat
    But there’s still a sea of pain, I cannot stay afloat.
    This poem, a kind anecdote,
    A warning for you.
    Drug abuse is one thing that you just should not do.