Late on the dishes, food still on the plate
Mommy is mad-Daddy's home late.
I'm in the corner, crying all alone
Wishing myself, get me out of this home!
I'm always getting beaten, never treated well
I'm the one child's, whose life's a living hell.
Thrashes on my back, bruises on my face
All because, I didn't clean up this place.
I don't have a bed, cement floor is all I got,
Cold walls, no blankets,
Not even a cozy cot.
Laundry not completed, so no dinner for tonight
My family all eating, plainly in sight.
Ragged clothes, cold feet-I must add
I know what your thinking, you must have been bad
But thats not the case-Honest to god
Im just a mis-fit, the odd pea in the pod.
I was cute in the beginning, a mistake in the end.
Not allowed to socialize, not allowed to have one friend.
Daddy doesn't like me, he mean-Its true
He yells mean things at me, for anything I do.
He tells me he'll kill me, that I'm going to hell
If anyone asks, he'll tell them i fell.
Mommy doesn't talk much-Well nothing at all
Im not allowed to do anything, I have to lay there when I fall.
Looking all depressed, is what I do best
But trying to survive, thats a big test!
No child should live, they way I have to
Every child should smile, with no reason to cry.
Living in my world, is definitely not fun
I guess I'm that *lucky* child, that very *special* one
- Title: Living In My World
- Artist: Xx_BloodyDeath_Wish_xX
- Description: Sorrie I'm not in much mood to talk. Just want to say I've been through hell and back. This is only a fragment of what I went through. They consider me a hero, a survivor....I consider myself a normal person living a normal life. Abuse has been my friend for so long that I honestly have'nt noticed it was such a BIG deal till I came into foster care.
- Date: 03/03/2010
- Tags: living world
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