• Whenever I lay my head down to sleep
    For some unknown reason, I cannot sleep.
    Thoughts of you run through my mind
    I'm afraid I'll lose you
    Love has blinded my sight

    Will you keep your promises
    Unlike them?
    Promise to love me for as long as you can?
    Or will you dump me for my imperfections?
    And leave me alone
    Like the load of 'em?

    I'm so afraid I'll be dumped
    Just because of how I look
    Put away, thrown away
    Not even a second look.
    I now strive to look better
    And make myself great.
    A little story might help?
    Might it bring a little faith?
    Perhaps it will help me fall asleep.
    As I write this before I sleep you see.
    Darkness has fallen, folded into the wings of the night. The rain is misty, and my gaze lazy. I cannot concentrate as the wind blows.. the streetlamps show a sign.
    "Hold me tight!" I yell, over the patter of rain. You held onto my waist, and didn't let go 'til the slightest bit of sunshine was to break.
    Laughing foolishly, you gave me my first kiss. The rain made my view misty, and yet it felt like bliss. Yet my happiness ended, as you pulled away. Daybreak has broken, and so has your arms from my waist.
    Another rainy night, a single light glows. I see you standing with another. You rob my first kiss, and me envious in the rain.. I don't feel very well.
    For details to say, I was jealous of the girl. She kissed him passionately and long, and he kissed back. I could feel the love around them. It hurt so much, and a pang of pain shot through my veins as I cried in the hazy mist, so no one could see.
    You see, she was my best friend. We vowed it 'till the end. He was my ex. He said he loved me, no one could replace. But here is the pair, I never would of thought. Kissing in the rain, with darkness only....