• Pit Of Misery
    my life turned around to darkness
    my heart once a bright beautiful red.......
    is now the darkest shade of black
    my smile once plastered across my face........
    is now a frown
    my green eyes once filled with excitement.......
    is now filled to the rim in tears i dare not shade
    wanna know why??
    its because of Him!!!!
    when i first saw him i knew he was special......
    but soon enough he fell in love.....
    but even sooner they parted their own ways
    i was there and he knew it
    but again he soon fell in love
    before i could even tell him
    and now as i lay here on my bed wrists cut and tars finally fall
    i think of him......
    his smile that makes me melt
    is brown eyes i could get lost in for days....
    and i smile
    i don't know why but i do
    he broke my heart and i sit here crippled
    but still have the energy to smile
    but every time i think of him i smile
    not a happy smile but a smile that i have never used
    knowing that as long as he is happy i can get through all of this
    so when hes around i smile that smile
    i look at him with that look
    when deep inside i am dieing to be with him
    killing myself over him
    and sitting in my little pit of misery