• You are not just a want, you are a need.
    You are a wish that doesn't even come true in my happiest of dreams.
    To be wtih you is a goal, my finish line,
    but i am stuck at start, as if i am stuck in time.
    your hugs are what keep me from falling down,
    for these emotions want me to drown.
    when you are gone my joy begins to fade.
    i try not to cry, but the pain is hard to hide,
    internally i ache. externally i start to shake.
    i try to fight temptation.
    but at times giving up seems to be my only escape.
    for now though i will keep living
    & try to not make any more mistakes
    unfortunately though i do not know how much more of this horror i can take.