• I dont show the pain im in and its the worst pain i have ever felt
    The only thing that hurt worst than that is when you left
    You never saw thi though you were the cause

    Your dead you wont be able to see when dad said that he wished you were alive
    Or when your mom and sister collapsed from grieve
    And you wont see the many tears that were falling the day they layed you to rest

    The worst was you
    not breathing
    not having that lovely smile on your lips
    your fav song that comes on so many times and i cry everytime i hear it

    I wont see you again and i wish that i could see you hear you or even hug you one las time before you leave but i left loving you and i always will
    Everyone else you left loving and caring about them but they left you hating until you died then they hated themselves for not resolving unsaid things

    i miss you and love you ill see you again before i go to hell