• It is a cold night....darkness and loneliness start to consume me...
    I cry...all I want is to stop being alone...
    Then a crack of light attracts my attention to my window
    I look out and see the moon and it's wonderful light
    Suddenly I remember that the night isn't so dark
    That he can see the moon too...that everyone can...
    As my sobs start to dim I remember that one day I'll be in his arms
    That this lonelyness is just like a demon in the darkness that weighs on my heart
    Finally the tears and the sobs stop....I know it is okay to sleep
    I know that the light of day will greet me when I awake
    I smile and whisper to myself "I love you Matt..."
    And then I drift off to be with him in my dreams....