• sometiemes i see you, and sometimes i wish i could be with you. But, in the past you have let me down. I've drowned because you would not save me. I thought that you were teaching me a lesson, but the lesson was to never trust you. You were supose to love me, but instead you killed me. Loving you became a drug, and it hurt me. I thought that maybe, just maybe you'd change your ways, but instead you used me. Why didn't you save me? Why did you allow me to suffer through those unbareable times with you? Why didn't you help me? Who will feed your soul? When your out of control, and you can't find the light, but its almost right until everythings gone? If love was meant to be between me and you, it would have been that way from the start. I decidet want to cry anymore. I didn't want to live this way anymore. I didn't want you anymore. I checked into rehab and I got the help i needed. Last time i saw you, you were drowning, i walked right past you. I grew stronger and you grew weaker. I love someone else now, and he loves me back. He understands me, and cherish's our relationship. He actuallt cares about me. He is my one and only. We've been dating for two years now, and even though your a drug, your not an addiction. In fact your weaker than a prescription drug. You used to be ten feet tall, now your no bigger than an ant. I'm happy with my life because your not in it. Because i'm forever loved unconditionally, and your alone. I'll always have someone, and you'll always have no one. "go to hell." you'd say, and I'd tell you "I don't want to vacation with you." You'd stand there confused be the idiot you are, and I'd walk away. I'll always be the better person, and that i can live with. So, get over yourself, and next time you see me make sure you wave to my boyfriend. Because i don't think he'll appreciate you flirting with me.