After the Storm
Maybe they weren't the things that you never said
But the things that I never could see
Those times of silence were really how you showed me
That I don't always need to be given affection to know I was loved
Maybe it was the way I never controlled my anger
Or perhaps the way that you constantly kept to yourself
Even so, I understand that I am a human
Allowing demons to unleash onto you
Some days I suppress the guilt and regret held inside
Some nights I cry without a sound
And as the nights turn into days
I can feel the pieces of who I was shatter into glass
I was wrong.
I don't want to tell you, but I understand I was wrong
It was my fault for allowing you to fall out of reach
And I spend silence asking myself how it came to this
The wall around me is broken
Yet why can nobody see that I am broken?
Was it that I do not exist?
Am I really nothing?
Like the seasons, I wish I could turn back
I wish I could tell you what I know now
And give you your decision
I understand now what it means by first love
Even now, after the storm, I have faded away
Into the dusk, I fall into the darkness
So then why to I pray for you to hold me one last time
Before I lose us...?
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