• I thought he loved me.
    Then why'd he leave me? He was my father. Supposed to be there for me. Supposed to be the only man i'm allowed to trust.
    because of him I can't trust anyone.
    Not my mom not my freinds not anyone.
    What am i supposed to do?
    Because of himI feel lonely, unloved, like nobody cares about me.
    Because of him every night I think about why he left me, was it something I did, ? Havn't talked to him in three years.
    If he doen't want to talk to me why should I want to talk to him, right? Only wished it would work that way.
    Because of him there's a big whole in my heart. I feel empty, unwhole.
    How can I go on any longer?