let me free ~

• Artist: --Not Meant To Be xoxo
• Description: this is just a short, poem ima call it. i wrote it a couple days ago, i was feeling depressed and down. its how i was feeling though, and i think im going to start trying to turn my life around, and become a better person, which i would be proud to be. sorry if it isnt any good, i was just writing about how i felt. and also, i had to take a few parts out because i wanted to publish this onto gaia.
  
• Date: 09/28/2009
• Tags: depressed flawed confusion betterself selfhatred

Over the course of the last three years, I’ve turned into who I don’t want to be. Now I’m startin’ to see; who I am, isn’t who I want to be. So just set me free, please let me be, I’ve got a lot to figure out. It’s taken me this long to get to where I am, and lose myself once again. I’ve made too many mistakes, let too many people down, now there’s nothing left to do but cry. I would like to be, true to me, don’t have a clue how I’d begin to start. I have the best friends, you would ever meet, I do believe I have hurt them all..

I’ve always been sugar and spice, now I wonder where the sugar went. With this much anger, this many flaws, I’m surprised I’m ever capable of being nice.
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Comments

[Night Dreamer Mystery]

Woah eek
This really speaks to me too. Every line, I can attest to.
I want to try to become a better person too, but don't know where to start.. Thank you for writing this. It makes me feel better. Not to mention this is very well written; concise and empathetic, being direct and honest with the reader.. Awesome :')

[--Not Meant To Be xoxo]

aww, thanks man (:

[x Minato Kamikaze x]

nice...that poem realy speeks to me.....im gonna favorite it