• I take this gun, and I take this bullet, You tell me how much you love me and how I'm crazy I am for thinking what I'm thinking, I will try not to shed a tear but I cant promise that I wont, I'll ask you to hold me close, You say you always will, I tell you I'm sorry and that I will always love you and that I always did, I'll close my eyes give you one last kiss, As I put the gun to my head wishing it wont jam yet hoping it would and that the life I live is nothing more then a bad dream, As I slowly pull the trigger, I loose all feelings and control of my body, I tense at the sound of the gun going off... I open my eyes slowly and gain feeling and control of my body, I feel your hand holding my hand with the gun pointing away from me, with your other hand you lift my head up so I'm looking at you, you tell me that you will never let anyone hurt me not even myself, That together we will be fine no matter what gets thrown at us, I love you too much to see you hurt in any way, I smile as a tear runs down my cheek, I say thank you for caring when I thought no one did, I kiss you once and hug you, Tell you I love you, As the gun lays beside us on the floor <3