• HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?MY HEART WAS WHOLE BEFORE YOU LIED TO ME.
    EVERYTIME YOU SAID "MIJA ITLL BE OK,WE WILL BE A WHOLE FAMILY ONE DAY!"BRINGING MY HOPES UP HIGH...DAYS,WEEKS,EVEN MONTHS GO BY...AND I SOON SAW THAT MY DREAMS OF A FAMILY HAS DIED....MOM??WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I STAYED UP ALL NITE CRYING?I NEEDED COMFORT,I NEEDED ATTENTION,BUT MOST OF ALL I NEEDED YOUR LOVE!IF YOU CAN ONLI LOOK THRU MI EYES,THEN YOU CAN UNDERSTAND WHY I CRY...
    WHO ARE YOU??SURELY NOT MI MOM!YOUR SLOWLY KILLING ME AS THE DAYS GO ON!!WHO IS THIS STRANGER I USE TO LIVE WITH?
    MY TEARS WERE UNLIMITLESS...I TRIED SO HARD TO BE THE STRONG ONE...I MEAN ONE OF UZ HAD TO!..BUT I COULDNT TAKE IT ANY LONGER..I BROKE DOWN,FELL TO THE GROUND,AND JUST LET IT OUT...I FOUND A RELIEF..SOMETHING THAT COULD TAKE MY MIND OFF OF THIS NIGHTMARE IM LIVING...I WAS THEIR WEEPING IN THE CORNER OF MY BATHROOM DOOR.AS I WIPE MY TEARS AWAY,I HEAR A BLADE CALLING MY NAME..MY HEART WAS IN A FRAGILE STATE,THIS THING WAS CONSUMING ME..IT WAS CALLED HATE!ANGER CONRUPTS MY SOUL,YOU RUINED ME,I KNEW MY HEART CAN NEVER BE WHOLE.I REACH FOR THE BLADE SLOWLY,MEMORIES OF ALL THE HURT,OF YOU ABANDONING US,OF YOU NOT CARING ENUFF,FLOODZ MY MIND. BEFORE I KNEW IT,I FELT SHARP PAINS ON MY WRISTS.I PULL THE BLADE ACROSS MY ARM OVER AND OVER AGAIN.TEARS OF PAIN FLOW DOWN.BUT THE THOUGHT OF YOU,MOM,WERE GONE,WELL FOR A WHILE,IT MADE ME FORGET YOU AND MY LYFE...IT MADE ME FELT SOO GOOD,I GOT ADDICTED TO IT,IT HELPED IN SO MANY WAYS,THAT I KANT FULLY EXPLAIN.WEAREN JACKETS EVERYDAY TO HIDE THE SCARS THAT DONT GO AWAY.BACK THEN I WOULD TRADE EVERYTHING I GOT,MY LYFE,MY FRIENDS,MY LOVE,JUST TO HAVE A FAMILY...BUT NOW IM GLAD HOW THINGZ WENT DOWN,IT MADE ME STRONGER,IT TOUGHT ME SO MANY THINGZ,I JUST WHISH IT DINIT HAVE TO INVOLVE ALL THAT PAIN..THE THOUGHTS OF YOU MAKES ME WANNA CRY,BUT YOUR NOT MY FAMILY,YOUR JUST THE DEVIL IN DESGUISE....BUT DONT BE FOOLED...YOU HAVE NOT WON!!I HAVE OVERCOMED!JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME CUZ
    I AM A FAMILY OF ONE!