• there was a girl in a land so close
    it wasn't far like a fairytale
    but in that land the magic grows
    she wanted to be there always, but to no avial

    this girl looks up at the sky each day
    hoping for an angel to look down on her
    if that angel would come down that day
    of her happiness she would be sure

    the girl is afraid to fall in love
    she's afraid of being left alone
    but she leaves her loves like a dove
    to run away they are prone

    behind her lies a house of chaos
    but she loves it nevertheless
    when the noise comes from inside she froze
    she manages to close it out with success

    at school she is happy but tired all the same
    she looks forward to the nice moments
    she'll never search for someone to blame
    for the autism that her sister torments

    the girl is a strange girl
    she lives in melancholy
    happiness is like a light or pearl
    it shimmers in the distance but nears slowly