• at lunch,i wait for him
    at lunch,i see him stare
    and i wonder does he still care
    he puts his arm around me
    but its not the same
    i remember his hugs
    and wonder does he regret them
    he holds my hand
    and tells me he loves me
    but i know that he lied
    the love for him was deathly real
    but his love for me eaisly fake
    and as i lay in my bed with the blade in my hand
    while i'm on the phone with him
    as hes begging me to stop
    i know he doesn't care
    he never did
    and i think to my self
    why should i be talking to the boy who took my world in his arms
    abd hugged it so tightly that it broke
    so much pain in the life of love
    and i cant believe i fell for him
    but the hugs he gave
    as he rubbed his hand down my back as he let go of me
    i cry as i remember the love he showed me
    the deseption of my friends
    who all crushed the love i had for the boy



    and forever every boy & girl
    just remember
    LOVE is the chance you must be willing to take