• Turn around.
    Just look away.
    The clouds are crying.
    The sky is gray.

    The wind is blowing
    Covering the sun.
    Fear in the shadows.
    I turn and run.

    Tears like dew,
    rolling off green faces.
    I can't seem to escape,
    like locked doors and iron braces.

    You eating me
    from the inside out.
    and I don't know
    what this is all about.

    What's killing me?
    Do you even care?
    When we were together,
    were you even aware?

    I screamed and cried
    all night long.
    Listening to life's
    sad, fitful song.

    Yet it won't go away.
    It haunts my dreams.
    On the water's surface,
    the bottom isn't always what it seems.

    So what's the meaning
    to this word, 'alive'?
    How do you do it?
    How do you 'survive'?

    The answer is simple...
    You don't.
    You can't.
    And i simple won't.

    I gave up.
    Dont you see?
    That pleasure, happiness,
    it meaningless to me?