• sharp ice cold hands grabbing at me.
    calling me to come and join the darkness
    part..... of me wanting me to go along,
    me wanting to leave every part of behind
    to forget about every thing, every one!
    but then I surface and hear

    the sounds of people laughing!
    the crash, of the waves
    the call of the birds
    I see people running,
    I see lover looking
    into each others eye
    I see hope, I feel a
    deep, deep, sadness over comes me

    I plunge back into to the water
    hoping to for get and let go,
    of what I once had with you
    I listen to the soft waves
    rocking gently back and forth
    almost trance like
    then the something changes.
    that's when I feel the......

    sharp shakes and pains all over my body
    currents trashing me from side to side.
    wanting to go back to the water
    longing for the icy, icy coolness
    of the deep dark blackness water
    to be free again! away form all this madness