• There was once upon a time
    When I used to smile
    There was once upon a time
    When I used to laugh for awhile

    Those days are long but gone
    And all that remains
    Is the sorrow
    And the pain

    I fake a smile
    So they can't see
    I'm really hurting
    Inside of me

    It doesn't take much
    To make me feel low
    My soul turns a deep grey
    And can no longer glow

    I feel there's nothing left
    Only guilt and shame
    I've died and can't be revived
    It ends up all the same

    Painted black in a deep hole
    I can't get out
    Chained to the wall
    Without a doubt

    A key does not exist
    It is with the fish
    In the abyss. I want to feel alive
    That is my only wish