• what if i didnt listen to her
    what if i had said yes to you
    what if i didnt worry so much
    would i have listend to my feelings
    would i have been happy
    would i have enough confidence to try again
    what if it was all a trick
    what if i really made you sick
    what if i you didnt want to stick with me
    would i cry harder then i already have
    would i have changed who i am for you
    would i have let you walk away
    what if you really did feel
    what if you were sad
    what if i didnt tell you
    would you let me heal
    would you act the way you do
    would you have asked why

    but if i didnt listen i'd be hurt ...right
    if i had said yes you'd laugh at me ...right
    if i didnt worry i wouldnt survive ...right
    if i had listend to my feelings i'd be a fool
    if i was happy it wouldnt last long
    if it was all a trick i wouldnt have been surpirsed
    if i made you sick i would die
    if you didnt stick i would cry
    if i cant cry harder then i already have
    if i had changed i wouldnt like who i am
    if i let you walk away i'd still see you everyday
    if you were sad i'd let you cry
    if i didnt tell you everything would be fine
    if you let me heal i woundnt let myself

    if you had asked why i would have been less shy
    if i had confidence i bet you wouldnt act the way you do
    but you know what i dont cause thats not the way i am im shy to the piont i could die
    i need my confidence of which i got from you but eversince that time all i can think of is you
    i need you to be there and show me you care but i guess its to late because of me

    if i had confidence we would have gone out
    if i had confidence you'd still be around
    i know you are but not in that way we dont talk anymore
    like we used to


    crying