• walked in light bathed in darkness
    my bleeding eyes wish no more to see
    as the knots in my stomach get tighter
    i fear that one day they will burst out
    having an empty shell for my body would have been better
    then to have it filled to the brim with these feelings
    my never ending pains of my never ending life
    i ask myself if it will ever end
    how much longer will i suffer with all my pains
    i dont know how much i need to pay for my sins
    i have been heartless and cruel to many
    unforgiving till this day for what i have become
    as i regret everything i have done and become