• Breathless...
    That is how I felt when I first gazed upon you.
    The way you moved, with an ethereal grace and astounding beauty..
    Your eyes, they captivated me.
    Dark infinite pools of passion, I lost all sense of self when I looked at you.
    I could not resist the pull you had on me.
    Your voice... was and is the most beautiful sound I have ever heard.
    I knew when I saw you that I was in the presence of one greater than I.
    Each time your lips parted, I felt that it was a miracle that we ever met.

    I knew that I would do whatever it took to make you happy.
    I would run to the ends of the earth, just to see your dazzling smile.
    I would give my body, my mind, and my soul to share with you forever.
    My heart was at war with my mind: it was filled with thoughts of you, so much love and desire I thought I would explode.

    I was sure I would give anything to see you, to hold you, to have you in my arms..
    I knew that only an idiot would do anything to hurt you, to make you unhappy.
    And yet I became that fool.

    I was torn inside; I felt I would go insane from the pain..
    Tormented, my mind and heart were; I wanted to die a painful death for what I did to you.
    And so I hardened my heart in a desperate attempt to close the wounds I had made.
    I wished that I could turn back time, rewrite the wrongs I had done..
    But I cannot rewrite time.
    All I can do is learn from my mistakes and move on.
    To this day, I wished that I had not ruined the friendship/relationship we had.
    My love for you was like Pandora's box.
    Complicated at times, but underneath all that, I loved and to this very day still love you.