• when you see me smile,
    do not be deceived
    because every time I laugh,
    there's a tear forming beneath
    I may seem happy and ok,
    but really nothings right
    I smile, laugh, and seem strong but,
    on the inside I cry, and scream, no strength...
    just a coward ready to die
    so the more you see me smile,
    the more I wanna cry
    the more I laugh
    all I wanna do is die