• It drives me crazy, but also makes me glad
    To think of all the things that I once had.

    And so is Life.

    After all these years, is the charm gone.
    Throwing me for loops; leaving me disarmed.

    Forfeiting, giving up, letting the demons win.
    Running from the light, but letting the darkness in.

    Becoming it; heartless
    Becoming the darkness.

    Life.

    Thinking it'll only take one shot and you're dead.
    Realizing the sickness buried
    within your own head.

    Not today.

    Letting each question pass, pretending nothings wrong
    Secretly wondering "How will I go on?"

    Screaming on the inside, smiling on the out
    Crying for the end, only to be outweighed by doubt.

    And so is Life.

    Making us cry,
    'Til the day we die.

    Calling out for help, reaching for a hand
    Grasping onto the one that drops you again and again.

    IN THE END.

    The lights go out, along with all your doubts.

    And suddenly its all.


    . . .GONE.