• the thoughts in my mind tour me in two. the life i lived in my thoughts killed me from the start. the friends i thought i had weren't my friends at all. the gun that is at my head feels so asuring. this bullet will bring me back to reality. i wish to live for me and no one else, for no one else knows what i know, and have seen what i have seen, for if you had, then i feel soory for you because my mind will bring to tears, or kill you at the heart for loving people has come hard to do when you know all will die. in my mind all is dead even me so thats why i say good bye. BANG.