• Battlefield

    I wish you can see it right now
    The war inside my heart
    The one with angels and demons
    that’s tearing me apart.

    The tears I have always fought back
    For years since then and now
    I wish I can hold back today
    But I really don’t know how.

    I wish I knew how to defend myself
    Even with the armor I have on
    I’m useless out in the field
    Always lost and never won.

    The sufferings that its caused
    Too much for any eyes can see
    For it had crushed me to the ground
    As if life can go so quickly.

    He’s got me good this time
    Through my weakest spot
    He’s got a plan to seek it through
    And destroy it with all he’s got.

    I planned to quit the battle
    But that was a completely failed task
    I can never go back to the life I had
    No matter how kindly I have asked.

    It’s wearing me out now
    I’m too tired to fight
    Just kill me with what you have
    And let me see the light.

    But life itself is precious
    I must continue still
    For all this I live
    In His holy will.