• As I sit where I lay my feet

    I hear my thouqhts &+ listen to my heartbeat

    I feel tears hit my shirt like bullets

    I look back inthe days of ole

    Thinkinq of how I drank the puree liquid of hope.

    But I know see how the rich taste is now turninq bitter with sorrow

    I saw the earth as such an anqelic,place filled with wonder

    But now I see it as a secular place, occupied with qloom

    I think about how I oncee inhaled the fumes of lauqhter

    But now it fades, as it is now replaced with the fumes of pain filled sobs

    I see the world from my perspective

    Not anyone else's

    Im hurtinq &+ cryinq onthe inside, but smilinq onthe out

    Yu think Im deliqhtful

    Well, yu thouqht wronq

    So take me for what I am

    or nothinq at all

    Why am I so heartless?

    I was never like this beforee

    But I chanqedd just as the world did